<3 JULIA

My eyes feel very pain now. After all that crying again. I cant believe you are gone. I didnt really feel that u were leaving cuz it just seemed so unreal to me. Not until when i personally see u walking through the departure gate with ur dad with my own eyes. I really want to give u a hug but i was scared i would just cry more. Thanks for treating about 10 of us to Coffee Bean. I hope u like the checkered bag me, Colette, Kristin, Audrey and Jiaxin gave you. Me, Colette, Kristin and Sam are deciding to buy that exact same bag for ourselves haha. Im really sorry for that slipshod and horrible handwriting on the book that everyone wrote to you. Everyone wrote it so nicely with 3 pages. I wrote about 3 lines only. So many people wanted to write that book and there wasnt much time left. So i scribbled those stuff on the MRT on the way to the airport. Its the thought that counts (x Sorry for not taking pictures for you. I just didnt feel like it. Hope u will keep last year's class photo of me and u at the fun shot. Heheeeeeee. Haiz. I really cant concentrate on my studies you know! You said that u liked my blog best on the airport. Im still wondering if u were faking or i heard wrongly or something. Cuz im really bad in expressing myself but im quite happy to hear u actually appreciate it. Did u know that Me, Sam, Kristin and Daphne went to the viewing mall just to see your plane take off?? We waved to every plane cuz we werent sure which one u were exactly in. Did u see that? Did you? Did you? )= But we saw the schedule saying that the gate took a long to time close so we actually waited all the way until 8.30 pm instead of 7.45pm. Im quite happy u say that you are able to come back on APRIL!!!! Come back on your birthday okay? And 1 thing i fear most is that u will change. Please dont ever change okay. Cuz i really like that u are now and i dont want u to change. If u ever change, we will all be sad. Samantha and me would like just treat today as the very LAST day of the old Julia and we dont want that to happen. Haha today u look so feminine. Niceeee =P I will always remember the times we had together. Omg i feel like crying again.