Yesterday i was very sad then cry and cry and cry and some stupid nonsense. And i will always sleep after that. So yesterday i had this dream, that i dreamt twice. Once was a few years ago and 2nd time was yesterday lah. But the only difference was that this time, it was a flashback. Omg it was damn scary okay. Deja vu. The dream was actually very nice. But at the same time very sad. Nevermind. So scary. And the dream is still bothering me until now. Ya so that stupid dream made me not being able to sleep the whole night. I only slept for 2 hours. Sighs.

Anyway i should be trying to find someone who will scan me the yuhua consent form which is most likely not going to happen. Im actually quite convinced that im dumb. I should just slap myself hard.